Argh always have the urge to write in Mandarin but the software is forever so difficult to use. Like if I have set my mind on a certain word, the moment I add on another, the one I have chosen previously will be switch, like dictionary. Although the 2 words make sense together, IT DOESNT make sense for my entry... nvm...

Feeling abit under the weather... Just beginning to realise how selfish people are. Not that I am not selfish. Sometimes, I care too much, think too much for people. Which I should stop and think about myself.

My appointment get cancelled by ppl who placed emphasize on others. Who have been out drinking all night long... and is too tired to meet me...

Actually, its my fault, I allow such people to be in my life. People who take me for granted...

How many times have I told you I have a blog? And why so convienently say I didnt know you have a blog? How many times of calling me a maid? How many times of not doing anything and saying you are paiseh? Does any of these words mean anything to you? Or you simply say something to make yourself feel good... which I believe many of us will agree that we simply say it to make ourselves feel good...

Sorry people like this exist and all I want to do now is to go as far as possible from all these selfish people... But at the same time, I am thankful for some grace that I received from some people...

So hard to find genuine people these days... Now I will only say things that I mean... I will only hear things that I want to... Don't want to waste so little time listening to excuses.

I Just Ate Half A WaterMelon!!!

Healthy !!

Valued !!

HUGE !!

ONLY @ Bedok Interchange Food Centre

This is how it came...

This is how it was gone...

I came back from a wedding that touched me so deeply, I shed a tear. It was one of the most beautiful event... It make me know exactly whatI wanted in my life. Sorry guys for those who say, are you ridiculous? Just one afternoon at a wedding? Well... seriously guys, I have been to so many Weddings, of course I know what I am talking about!

*~~~*~*~*~~~*

Jason & Alice's Wedding

1. The couple were beautiful! Alice has this cherubic aura about her... and Jason looks like the handsome man who is always ready to protect his fair lady.

2. Jason was beaming with pride and joy and you truely knows how much he loves her. Its a shame that we forgot love like that. And It wonderful to be able to witness such powerful declaration of love he has for her...

3. The proposal ==> where he conspired with her best friends and rode in on a bump boat towards esplanade and kneeled for over 11mins because Alice refused to say "Yes"

4. More importantly, I always felt they had a fairytale love story...

*~~~*~*~*~~~*

Now I know, I can only get what I want when I open up my hand and free up whatever I didn't want and was holding on so tightly....

Thank God :D

HIHI!!! I SURVIVED!!! HAHA

Had lunch with my ex-colleagues from one of the Big Local Bank... She was sharing how tense it is in office since their annoucement of retrenchment last week. Everyone is feeling the stress that over the next couple of weeks, some of them may end up jobless. Some of them live from paycheck to paycheck and have no idea what to expect once the axe comes down.

Well... I feel for them and as much as I want to, I dont know how I can help any of them, other than to offer a listening ear. Perhapes because I had worked there for about 3 years and became bonded with most of my colleagues there. At the same time, I am thankful that I left this place over a year back. Although, I worked harder over the last year, I was also well rewarded for my effort. Even though I lamented and even regretted, now looking back, I certainly am thankful that God has led me on such path that what most people call "different".

Yet I am also angered by such decision of the corporate. To retrench just so they can maintain their profit margin! Remembering correctly, the bank allocated about 10% of the staff wage to be deducted in case of recession. The rationale was that everyone get a paycut then someone get retrenched. Yes, they claim they will save jobs because they value talent. Yet in such an event, I am deeply disturbed how conveniently the bank has forgottten their promise to their staff, the very people who have helped them attain their fat profit in good times.

Alas, I am thankful that I have embarked on a different route. I have been very lucky in my life for alot of things. God never forsaken me and always give me alot of things. Sometimes, at the point of time, certain things that he gave me, I feel is not good enuff or is not what I would have wanted, and I feel upset. Now I understand that God has always gave me the best, and its only in a time like that that I can appreciate the Best in whatever he has given me.

No Laptop or PC for 24 hours!

As you see, I have a love hate relationship with my Laptop...




I love it that it allows me to keep in contact with friends 24/7.
I love how I can surf and get any information in split seconds.
I love watching TV on it.
I love MY FB/MSN.
I love the wonderful presentation and photo editing.


I hate that I neglect talking to some of my friends in person anymore.
I hate that I watch too much TV.
I hate that I spend too much time on MSN and FB.Already plan for tomorrow ...

As such I declare tomorrow to be

LAPTOP/PC FREE DAY 11/11

(seriously, I am freaking out already)

Thus, I am trying very hard pack my schedule tomorrow. Till now, I have the following on my list:

- my GYM SESSION!!!
- Orientation in Office
- Fixing appointment for buyer
- Update my Database
- Completion at HDB
- Dinner with Ros & gang


Which means... I gonna print out all that I need by this evening... and no TV or Facebook for that matter...


If I survive this nerve wracking ordeal ... I be back on Wednesday...

Crazy or What?

I just spent 3 days at Singapore Expo for "The Millionaire Mind" seminar. Office gave me the ticket and I reckon why not, since I have been bumming around. Its good to go for some motivational seminar.

My conclusion on the Seminar.... seriously, the idea was great! You feel empowered and like you can do almost anything the moment you leave the room. Also it makes you wonder about the power of the mind...

But... it was so commercialise! They were selling books, CDs, Websites, MORE VERY EXPENSIVE Workshops ===> all in the name of helping you achieve financial freedom.

Seriously people, do we really need a workshop that cost us over a few thousand dollars to help us learn about saving money, making money? I dont know. I find it hard for me to understand the craze about some people, flying across across half the world just so they can attend this kinda motivational talks. hmm......

If you are really keen in something like this, I would rather recommend you to Suchana. Her Mind Power workshop is conducted on a more personal touch, and she is like a friend which makes the whole workshop very relaxing. Plus, I find it very liberating when you actually can break chopsticks with paper :D feel free to contact her at her website. I think her next class is this coming weekend (15 - 16 Nov).

Now for a nap... zzzzz

If tomorrow is my last day on earth...

If I only had 10 year to live...
- I will work and earn enough money to buy my dad a new home and car
- I will spend more time with family and Lucky
- I will fall in love with someone who loves me as much
- I will adopt 2 worldvision children
- I will dedicate half a day per week to volunteer at an orphanage

If I only had 1 year to live...
- I will have dinner with family every week.
- I will find a good home for Lucky
- I will travel to wherever I want
- I will meet up with all my friends

If I only had 1 month to live...
- I will have dinner with family every week.
- I will catch up with all my friends
- I will bring Lucky to the park every week

If I only had 1 week to live...
- I will spend time with family
- I will spend time with Lucky
- I will make sure I decide who Lucky will go to

If I only had 1 day to live...
- I will stay at home with my family
- I will invite my close friends over to spend the last hours with me
- I will tell Lucky how much I love him but I have to leave him
- I will give my money to my family and an orphanage

If I only had 1 minute to live...
- I will tell my family, Lucky and all my loved ones I love them and die peacefully.

So Live your life like its yours last. So you will never have any regret.

Argh always have the urge to write in Mandarin but the software is forever so difficult to use. Like if I have set my mind on a certain word, the moment I add on another, the one I have chosen previously will be switch, like dictionary. Although the 2 words make sense together, IT DOESNT make sense for my entry... nvm...

Feeling abit under the weather... Just beginning to realise how selfish people are. Not that I am not selfish. Sometimes, I care too much, think too much for people. Which I should stop and think about myself.

My appointment get cancelled by ppl who placed emphasize on others. Who have been out drinking all night long... and is too tired to meet me...

Actually, its my fault, I allow such people to be in my life. People who take me for granted...

How many times have I told you I have a blog? And why so convienently say I didnt know you have a blog? How many times of calling me a maid? How many times of not doing anything and saying you are paiseh? Does any of these words mean anything to you? Or you simply say something to make yourself feel good... which I believe many of us will agree that we simply say it to make ourselves feel good...

Sorry people like this exist and all I want to do now is to go as far as possible from all these selfish people... But at the same time, I am thankful for some grace that I received from some people...

So hard to find genuine people these days... Now I will only say things that I mean... I will only hear things that I want to... Don't want to waste so little time listening to excuses.

I Just Ate Half A WaterMelon!!!

Healthy !!

Valued !!

HUGE !!

ONLY @ Bedok Interchange Food Centre

This is how it came...

This is how it was gone...

I came back from a wedding that touched me so deeply, I shed a tear. It was one of the most beautiful event... It make me know exactly whatI wanted in my life. Sorry guys for those who say, are you ridiculous? Just one afternoon at a wedding? Well... seriously guys, I have been to so many Weddings, of course I know what I am talking about!

*~~~*~*~*~~~*

Jason & Alice's Wedding

1. The couple were beautiful! Alice has this cherubic aura about her... and Jason looks like the handsome man who is always ready to protect his fair lady.

2. Jason was beaming with pride and joy and you truely knows how much he loves her. Its a shame that we forgot love like that. And It wonderful to be able to witness such powerful declaration of love he has for her...

3. The proposal ==> where he conspired with her best friends and rode in on a bump boat towards esplanade and kneeled for over 11mins because Alice refused to say "Yes"

4. More importantly, I always felt they had a fairytale love story...

*~~~*~*~*~~~*

Now I know, I can only get what I want when I open up my hand and free up whatever I didn't want and was holding on so tightly....

Thank God :D

HIHI!!! I SURVIVED!!! HAHA

Had lunch with my ex-colleagues from one of the Big Local Bank... She was sharing how tense it is in office since their annoucement of retrenchment last week. Everyone is feeling the stress that over the next couple of weeks, some of them may end up jobless. Some of them live from paycheck to paycheck and have no idea what to expect once the axe comes down.

Well... I feel for them and as much as I want to, I dont know how I can help any of them, other than to offer a listening ear. Perhapes because I had worked there for about 3 years and became bonded with most of my colleagues there. At the same time, I am thankful that I left this place over a year back. Although, I worked harder over the last year, I was also well rewarded for my effort. Even though I lamented and even regretted, now looking back, I certainly am thankful that God has led me on such path that what most people call "different".

Yet I am also angered by such decision of the corporate. To retrench just so they can maintain their profit margin! Remembering correctly, the bank allocated about 10% of the staff wage to be deducted in case of recession. The rationale was that everyone get a paycut then someone get retrenched. Yes, they claim they will save jobs because they value talent. Yet in such an event, I am deeply disturbed how conveniently the bank has forgottten their promise to their staff, the very people who have helped them attain their fat profit in good times.

Alas, I am thankful that I have embarked on a different route. I have been very lucky in my life for alot of things. God never forsaken me and always give me alot of things. Sometimes, at the point of time, certain things that he gave me, I feel is not good enuff or is not what I would have wanted, and I feel upset. Now I understand that God has always gave me the best, and its only in a time like that that I can appreciate the Best in whatever he has given me.

No Laptop or PC for 24 hours!

As you see, I have a love hate relationship with my Laptop...




I love it that it allows me to keep in contact with friends 24/7.
I love how I can surf and get any information in split seconds.
I love watching TV on it.
I love MY FB/MSN.
I love the wonderful presentation and photo editing.


I hate that I neglect talking to some of my friends in person anymore.
I hate that I watch too much TV.
I hate that I spend too much time on MSN and FB.Already plan for tomorrow ...

As such I declare tomorrow to be

LAPTOP/PC FREE DAY 11/11

(seriously, I am freaking out already)

Thus, I am trying very hard pack my schedule tomorrow. Till now, I have the following on my list:

- my GYM SESSION!!!
- Orientation in Office
- Fixing appointment for buyer
- Update my Database
- Completion at HDB
- Dinner with Ros & gang


Which means... I gonna print out all that I need by this evening... and no TV or Facebook for that matter...


If I survive this nerve wracking ordeal ... I be back on Wednesday...

Crazy or What?

I just spent 3 days at Singapore Expo for "The Millionaire Mind" seminar. Office gave me the ticket and I reckon why not, since I have been bumming around. Its good to go for some motivational seminar.

My conclusion on the Seminar.... seriously, the idea was great! You feel empowered and like you can do almost anything the moment you leave the room. Also it makes you wonder about the power of the mind...

But... it was so commercialise! They were selling books, CDs, Websites, MORE VERY EXPENSIVE Workshops ===> all in the name of helping you achieve financial freedom.

Seriously people, do we really need a workshop that cost us over a few thousand dollars to help us learn about saving money, making money? I dont know. I find it hard for me to understand the craze about some people, flying across across half the world just so they can attend this kinda motivational talks. hmm......

If you are really keen in something like this, I would rather recommend you to Suchana. Her Mind Power workshop is conducted on a more personal touch, and she is like a friend which makes the whole workshop very relaxing. Plus, I find it very liberating when you actually can break chopsticks with paper :D feel free to contact her at her website. I think her next class is this coming weekend (15 - 16 Nov).

Now for a nap... zzzzz

If tomorrow is my last day on earth...

If I only had 10 year to live...
- I will work and earn enough money to buy my dad a new home and car
- I will spend more time with family and Lucky
- I will fall in love with someone who loves me as much
- I will adopt 2 worldvision children
- I will dedicate half a day per week to volunteer at an orphanage

If I only had 1 year to live...
- I will have dinner with family every week.
- I will find a good home for Lucky
- I will travel to wherever I want
- I will meet up with all my friends

If I only had 1 month to live...
- I will have dinner with family every week.
- I will catch up with all my friends
- I will bring Lucky to the park every week

If I only had 1 week to live...
- I will spend time with family
- I will spend time with Lucky
- I will make sure I decide who Lucky will go to

If I only had 1 day to live...
- I will stay at home with my family
- I will invite my close friends over to spend the last hours with me
- I will tell Lucky how much I love him but I have to leave him
- I will give my money to my family and an orphanage

If I only had 1 minute to live...
- I will tell my family, Lucky and all my loved ones I love them and die peacefully.

So Live your life like its yours last. So you will never have any regret.